すばらしきこのせかい

anpann  - please re-add if you'd like. I'm taking this as a new start (:

I had a pretty good day today, and I'm going to Bristol tomorrow. Should be going to Forbidden Planet, Wagamama and Ikea - Ikea for some sort of storage. Yay! I'm kind of looking forward to it, since I haven't really done much this week.
Oh yeah, my Sharingan contact lenses arrived, which is great. They work fine, and make me look really weird ^^' Also got some leggings for my cosplay. Yay! Some of it done. Just need to pray the rest of the stuff I've ordered for it arrives intact and in time. 
Right, now for some cereal.
Yum.

No, I'm not going to lie. I am annoyed. I am annoyed that you'd get yourself grounded after saying that I should stay over. I'm bloody annoyed, because this happens all the time. Surely you'd use your brain and suck up to your mother if you're inviting someone over. So, yes. I'm fucking annoyed.

God, I'd never realised how high body piercing gets you.
And not just hyper high. High as a frickin' plane high.
Must. Get. More.

 Happy Easter, kiddos! 
I really can't remember much about recently...was in a concert singing a song that is vairrry high, too high for me; wore a penguin kigurumi to school, always good fun..my mother said if I'm helpful over easter she'll knock off my 150pound debt to her, which is brilliant...ordered Sasuke cosplay, wig and mangekyo sharingan contacts! Yay! Made Cami get expo tickets...which reminds me, I need to kick people's arses in gear.
Did I say before I got pokemon? Well..I've finished that. Finished it in about 18 hours the first time, about 30 the second...but I do very much like the pokeathlon thing.
Can't wait for warioware DIY to come out, that looks amazing! Might also improve my composing skills a little, they suck recently. I have to write out my english coursework by hand and finish a music report over easter; and that's it.
I swear I just heard a cannon go off or something...

 Ugh. Braces, braces, braces.
I've just regained the ability to sort of eat. My removable brace on the top prevents my molars from touching (apart from the very back ones) and I'm not allowed to take it out to eat. I have an awful lisp when I try to talk with it. Grr.
I'm angry at people for being happy at the moment. It's incredibly selfish. I'm jealous that there are lots of people with these perfect relationships; I don't think I'm the only one; it's just been a while, that's all. If I think about it, I'm kind of lonely.
Regardless, finished my art exam. Have to do two artist studies and an evaluation by Friday. FFFFFUUUUU- 

 I am tired of this monotony.
I can't wait to leave school and do something with my life. I can't wait to change and go to college. I need to leave home. I need to get out.
I need to do something interesting with my life. I don't think I'll be able to stand having an ordinary boring life. I'm sick of the same old thing, and it frightens me to think that this is all there is to life; that this is all there will ever be to my life. I'm not ungrateful; I've had it pretty much plain sailing through life; but I've sometimes thought of what it'd be like to be born into say...rural china, perhaps; where people are not so well off. I watched a programme about a month ago (so I'm basing my belief on this; I can't claim to know much about china) where the village they went to was...agricultural? I think that's the word. They basically lived out of the way of any towns and cities, and sold wood and things. Sometimes I wish I'd been born somewhere like that, so that I would be constantly doing something; something to keep myself alive, other people alive...and I just wouldn't be able to be bored. I know that if I did that now, in all likeliness I would hate it; but I do wish for it sometimes. I have a nice life, with good people in it; when I'm around a couple of people, I'm not bored, and I truly enjoy everything; but this monotony is so stifling.
Maybe we'd be better off if we hadn't evolved. Our basic lifespan will be to be born, learn through living or education, work to survive, then die. The less lucky of us will die before our time; it makes me wonder how long we all have left. There's always the selfish, though possible notion that perhaps we are the only ones; there can only be certainty that we exist, that we are thinking and living. In my lifetime, the odds dictate that I will probably never know if we are all like this; if everyone thinks for themselves, exists for themselves; for all I know is the certainty that I do. Does the world exist for you? Intellect tells me that this is not true; and I believe this. The world does not revolve around me, I am not unique, and not a god of some sort. It does make you think, though. It's not a frightening thought path; it fascinates me. I in no way believe that I am the only thinking, existing life form and that the world exists for me; but for each and every person, this could be true.
Who knows?

 Huh. I am going to be so tired at school tomorrow. Best have lots of caffeine.
My hair is dyed back, as I knew it would be. I don't mind, so it's all okay. My hair's now even lighter than it was before; I'd probably peg it as white, but the kind of bright white as opposed to old people white.
I had a really nice day on Saturday; I went round a friend's house. We tried to make fruit pie, went on a walk for a bit...it was nice and peaceful, and gave me a chance to reflect on what I like in life. I'm going to do my best to go into school as much as possible, get the grades I need (though revising is another matter entirely) and get a job. I need a job so badly...
Spent ages getting Zelda music, so I'll listen to that throughout tomorrow. Do the ol' 'walk around pretending you're in an epic movie/video game' thang.
 Anyway, I'm gonna go drug myself up on caffeine. Oh, and stock my bag full of caffeine too. Not like Friday. No caffeine = miserable Chrissie.